Acceptance

Hi Bro, I can't explain what I am feeling, what will

I feel or what should I feel. If my family can't accept

for who I am then who will accept me? Ang hirap

pala ng buhay. Ang hirap hirap.. There was a

moment sa Masinag kanina, after ko bumaba

ng jeep, there was a moment na gusto ko tumigil

na lang lahat kahit sandali lang. I just want to

breathe. Pero, kailangan lumaban diba? You gave

this life to me and I want to give it back to you

Bro..I am sorry I'm saying this, pero I'm tired

of disappointing everyone..hurting everyone by

my choices. Disappointing them by living who I am.

They are the ones who should first accept me pero hindi.

Paano pa ko lalaban kung sila mismo ang nagsasabi

na mali ang pinili kong buhay? Bro, hindi ko naman

mababago kung sino ako. Please guide me.

1 STEP

Hi Bro, Hirap lang..ang bigat..alam ko may katapusan din 'to..lahat ng 'to. Thanks for giving Bon to me. She's everything Bro. She's my strength..Pag sobrang bigat like this, am just thinking a future with her and ang alam ko, lalaban ako para dun. Sa Future na yun. Sana, it will come true. Mahal ko sya. Haharapin ko 'to para sa future with her.. :)

One F*CKIN day!

Ang tagal ko na uli bago nagsulat ah..Sobrang bigat lang..Ang araw na 'to ang pinaka madramang araw ngayong taon. Bad trip sa work. Olats sa mga bagay na akala ko okay na. Bakit kaya ganon? Bakit kaya may mga tao na para lang ma-achieve ang mga selfish interests nila, nagagawa nilang manlamang, gumawa ng chismis, at makapanakit? Sa mga taong sobra ka pang nagtiwala? Maybe, that's one of the greatest lessons I've learned so far, wag basta basta magtiwala. Give your trust to those people who deserve it. Tapos, kung sino pa yung akala mo makakaintindi sa'yo, hindi pala. There'll be NO one who could understand you truly, except YOURSELF.