Acceptance

Hi Bro, I can't explain what I am feeling, what will

I feel or what should I feel. If my family can't accept

for who I am then who will accept me? Ang hirap

pala ng buhay. Ang hirap hirap.. There was a

moment sa Masinag kanina, after ko bumaba

ng jeep, there was a moment na gusto ko tumigil

na lang lahat kahit sandali lang. I just want to

breathe. Pero, kailangan lumaban diba? You gave

this life to me and I want to give it back to you

Bro..I am sorry I'm saying this, pero I'm tired

of disappointing everyone..hurting everyone by

my choices. Disappointing them by living who I am.

They are the ones who should first accept me pero hindi.

Paano pa ko lalaban kung sila mismo ang nagsasabi

na mali ang pinili kong buhay? Bro, hindi ko naman

mababago kung sino ako. Please guide me.