I'm playing the song "I miss you like crazy" for the nth time. God! I miss you..no word can describe the loneliness I am feeling..
:(
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Mga Sana..
Sana pag nagkita uli tayo..pwede na. Pwede na kitang alagaan, yakapin ng mahigpit at mahalin habang buhay.
Sana wala nang 4 rules. Sana yung tayo yung tama. Sana yung ikaw at ako yung pwede.
Sana nasa isang bahay lang tayo..yung katamtaman lang, yung ikaw at ako lang..
Yung pwede tayo matulog ng buong araw ng magyakap, yung di tayo titingin sa oras kasi hindi mo na kailangan umuwi..kasi akin ka na..Sana, sabay tayo laging kakain..para hindi ka na malilipasan ng gutom kasi nandito na ko.. Sana, tuwing gabi..ikaw kasama ko..magkukulitan bago matulog,magkakape ako habang nag ka-cafe world ka..Sana paggising ko tuwing umaga, ikaw ang unang makikita ko..ikaw ang unang yayakapin ko..ikaw lang..Sana kung mamahalin kita wala akong masasaktan at wala ka kailangang iwan. Sana tayo na lang. Sana ako na lang..at lahat ng sana hindi na lang sana..
Sana wala nang 4 rules. Sana yung tayo yung tama. Sana yung ikaw at ako yung pwede.
Sana nasa isang bahay lang tayo..yung katamtaman lang, yung ikaw at ako lang..
Yung pwede tayo matulog ng buong araw ng magyakap, yung di tayo titingin sa oras kasi hindi mo na kailangan umuwi..kasi akin ka na..Sana, sabay tayo laging kakain..para hindi ka na malilipasan ng gutom kasi nandito na ko.. Sana, tuwing gabi..ikaw kasama ko..magkukulitan bago matulog,magkakape ako habang nag ka-cafe world ka..Sana paggising ko tuwing umaga, ikaw ang unang makikita ko..ikaw ang unang yayakapin ko..ikaw lang..Sana kung mamahalin kita wala akong masasaktan at wala ka kailangang iwan. Sana tayo na lang. Sana ako na lang..at lahat ng sana hindi na lang sana..
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
...AMP!
I clicked it..his account..it was not private..
SAT 8:54pm Status msg: Sad..Missing my mommy
My heart is breaking..God! That night, kami ang magkasama nun.. AMP! Can't describe the feeling..I'm sorry..I really do.
SH*T. Tama na, Yan..nakakasakit ka na.
SAT 8:54pm Status msg: Sad..Missing my mommy
My heart is breaking..God! That night, kami ang magkasama nun.. AMP! Can't describe the feeling..I'm sorry..I really do.
SH*T. Tama na, Yan..nakakasakit ka na.
Monday, January 25, 2010
My LAL
First impression, masungit, strict, bossy. I once told myself na hindi ko sya makakasundo. And made mistake, hindi ko lang pala sya makakasundo..dahil mamahalin ko sya.
I'm thinking of doing a blog describing why I am in love with Lal, she always asks me to do a blog because from here, nakikilala nya daw ako. Siguro nga sya lang reader ko eh..pero di bale, sapat na sya to keep me going. She has a strong personality, when you look at her, she's the type of person na hindi kayo magkakasundo not until makikilala mo pa sya. Pero, pano ko sya minahal? Hmmm..mahal ko sya kasi yun ang nararamdaman ko. I never expected na I will be in this kind of situation. Mahirap sa mahirap. Komplikado sa komplikado. Mali kung mali. Pero her hug makes everything right. Her voice makes everything easy and her laugh makes me say that everything will be okay. Sabi nga namin, eto yung type ng relationship na maraming "haaayyy" at "pero".. I remember, when I first hold her hand..it was perfect..the feeling is sooo perfect. And that time, I was wishing na sana kami na lang..na sana wala na kong iisipin kundi yung makakasama ko pa sya ng matagal. Pero pano? Kung sa bawat magkasama kami, nababawasan yung time nya for her family? Kung sa bawat pagsabi nya na mahal nya ko, nagkakamali kami? Nangangarap akong sana forever yun pero that very moment, nandun yung guilt? Paano ka magmamahal kung pagkakamali yun? Mga tanong na hindi ko kayang sagutin kasi takot akong sagutin dahil alam ko na isa lang ang dapat kong gawin para itama ang lahat. To let her go.. Sometimes, love is not enough..gusto ko man lumaban pero wala akong sapat na dahilan para lumaban..para saan? para sa ano? Lalaban ako para masaktan? Nakakatawa ang reason.. I can't find the right words kung bakit ako nagmamahal..kasi nararamdaman ko lang sya..Siguro may reason kung bakit ko sya nakilala, hindi ko man maipaliwanag kung bakit ganito ang ending namin..in time..and when the time comes that I finally realize what's the reason behind this, dun ko lang kayang tanggapin lahat.
I am missing her terribly..I want to say, I love you.. I miss your hugs..i miss everything about you..and I'm saying sorry kasi di ko na matutupad yung promise ko that I will stay..
I'm thinking of doing a blog describing why I am in love with Lal, she always asks me to do a blog because from here, nakikilala nya daw ako. Siguro nga sya lang reader ko eh..pero di bale, sapat na sya to keep me going. She has a strong personality, when you look at her, she's the type of person na hindi kayo magkakasundo not until makikilala mo pa sya. Pero, pano ko sya minahal? Hmmm..mahal ko sya kasi yun ang nararamdaman ko. I never expected na I will be in this kind of situation. Mahirap sa mahirap. Komplikado sa komplikado. Mali kung mali. Pero her hug makes everything right. Her voice makes everything easy and her laugh makes me say that everything will be okay. Sabi nga namin, eto yung type ng relationship na maraming "haaayyy" at "pero".. I remember, when I first hold her hand..it was perfect..the feeling is sooo perfect. And that time, I was wishing na sana kami na lang..na sana wala na kong iisipin kundi yung makakasama ko pa sya ng matagal. Pero pano? Kung sa bawat magkasama kami, nababawasan yung time nya for her family? Kung sa bawat pagsabi nya na mahal nya ko, nagkakamali kami? Nangangarap akong sana forever yun pero that very moment, nandun yung guilt? Paano ka magmamahal kung pagkakamali yun? Mga tanong na hindi ko kayang sagutin kasi takot akong sagutin dahil alam ko na isa lang ang dapat kong gawin para itama ang lahat. To let her go.. Sometimes, love is not enough..gusto ko man lumaban pero wala akong sapat na dahilan para lumaban..para saan? para sa ano? Lalaban ako para masaktan? Nakakatawa ang reason.. I can't find the right words kung bakit ako nagmamahal..kasi nararamdaman ko lang sya..Siguro may reason kung bakit ko sya nakilala, hindi ko man maipaliwanag kung bakit ganito ang ending namin..in time..and when the time comes that I finally realize what's the reason behind this, dun ko lang kayang tanggapin lahat.
I am missing her terribly..I want to say, I love you.. I miss your hugs..i miss everything about you..and I'm saying sorry kasi di ko na matutupad yung promise ko that I will stay..
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Soooo Much!
If they will ask,what is the most special word for me. I will answer "you".
Thank you, for making me feel important, for making me feel loved.
I don't know where it will take us.
But I'm letting destiny decide.
Let's enjoy the journey, the moments that only you and me understands.
I know, that in the middle of it, we'll meet trials..challenges..
Don't worry because I am just here.
You have my welcoming arms. You have my word. And you have me.
When the time comes, that you feel weary.
You just have to lay your head on my shoulder.
And I will let you be there until you need it.
Thank you, for making me feel important, for making me feel loved.
I don't know where it will take us.
But I'm letting destiny decide.
Let's enjoy the journey, the moments that only you and me understands.
I know, that in the middle of it, we'll meet trials..challenges..
Don't worry because I am just here.
You have my welcoming arms. You have my word. And you have me.
When the time comes, that you feel weary.
You just have to lay your head on my shoulder.
And I will let you be there until you need it.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Torete
It's exactly 1:11am in AA's clock. May pasok pa ko mamaya. I should wake up ng 5:30am. Sakto na yun para hindi ma-late. Hindi kasi ako makatulog, o hindi ako ni-aantok. Gusto ng matulog ng katawan ko pero yung isip ko..gising na gising pa. Nakakainis isipin na nagkaka-ganito ko. Hmmmm...i should make another move. Yung move na hindi natotorete..yung ayos lang..yung cool..yung walang hang-up. Kasi kung ganito ng ganito, ako din mahihirapan. At hindi yun dapat ang set-up. Dapat chill lang.
Well, I should start tomorrow. I should or else tuluyan na ko mahuhulog..at alam kong wala akong kasabay. Lalagapak ako ng masakit..na mag-isa.
Well, I should start tomorrow. I should or else tuluyan na ko mahuhulog..at alam kong wala akong kasabay. Lalagapak ako ng masakit..na mag-isa.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Coffee Addict
We crave for a cup of coffee kapag puyat from a sunday gimik tapos kinabukasan, you to have to wake up early. Minsan, mas gusto natin tumambay sa coffee shop, just to relax, magbasa or tambay lang. Pero for us, it's one way of celebrating our friendship. Kwentuhan about work, about love life, catching things up or simply have fun.
Last time, we listed down all starbucks stores na naging part na ng BNC. 22 Starbucks Stores! Bawat lugar may kwento, may reason, pero ang mahalaga sa bawat lugar na yun, naging saksi sila ng tawanan namin, iyakan, kulitan, and confessions.
1. Araneta Center
2. Sunnymede
3. Citylife
4. Harbour Square
5. Commonwealth
6. Techno Hub
7. SM Fairview
8. Tomas Morato
9. E. Rodriguez
10. Pacific Suites
11. SM Manila
12. Tagaytay
13. Dela Rosa
14. Insular
15. Pacific Star
16. San Lazaro
17. Waltermart
18. Valero
19. Trinoma
20. Podium
21. Megamall
22. Greenhills
Because of this, nag-come up din kami ng list ng mga starbucks stores na gusto din naming maging part ng kwento. Some of us, nakapagkape na dito pero hindi counted yun kasi ang rule either lahat kami or kahit 3 samin na magkakasama. Sana sa susunod kong blog, kasama na sila sa list..Let's see..
1. Metrowalk
2. Sky Garden
3. MOA
4. GB3
5. G4
6. 6750
7. Eastwood
8. Bonifacio High Street
9. Bayview
10. FEU
11. Ocean Park
12. Shopwise
13. Alabang Town Center
14. Rockwell
Masarap magkape. Lalo na pagka-moment mo ang mga taong mahalaga sa'yo. Isang pack ng yosi at logo ng isang sirena. Solve na! :)
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Spongebob..
Another day with her..this time, sa labas na ng Antipolo.
She's going to Taytay and she's asking Ms. Tin na kung gusto nya sumama. I want to raise my hand and say, "Ako, pwede! I'll go with you.." At dahil sa takot na ma-reject..wag na lang. I brought her sa terminal going taytay, I heard her say na .."Tara, sama ka." I want to say, "YES!" My face lighted up. Thank you. Usapang work ulit, I want to open a topic na yung about samin, pero I guess, hindi sa fx ang right place. I threw jokes para sumaya kami. Kasi I want to hear her laugh, yun kasi nakakapagpasaya sakin. She always say na pinagtatawanan ko sya, pero hindi, I'm just HAPPY! :) I'm happy when I'm with her. Napapa-smile ako pag marami na syang sinasabi and I want to hold her hand very tight and say, "Thank you.." from the deepest part of me, I want to say thank you for coming into my life. Kasi ngayon, I'm smiling again..smiling in the sense of being HAPPY!
The moment na nag pass through na yung fx sa border line ng Antipolo, iba yung feeling. Yes, we're going na sa labas. Usapang work ulit..lagi kong sinasabi sa kanya na ako si Spongebob nya. Kasi taga-absorb ako ng mga bagay bagay. Mga inis nya, mga nasa loob nya. But, I understand and I am happy to be her spongebob. At least I am helping her in a way. And it's my pleasure.
First stop, she bought her fragrance. I noticed, she's not like other girls na pag pupunta ng mall, dun palang iisipn yung gagawin. She's very particular kung anong reason why she's there. Maybe because, mahalaga yung time for her.
Second stop, bookstore. She bought things for her daughter's project. Na-observe ko na she's really a career woman. She always talks about work. Yung mga kailangan sa trabaho, yung mga dapat bilhin. Other reason din is yun yung common ground namin. Dun kami pareho makaka-relate.
FX again, may favorite part of the day. :) Gustong gusto ko sya iniinis. (Sorry) For the reason na gusto ko sya tumawa. I love the sound of her laughter. It interest me more about her. I love it when she giggles and she lay her head on my shoulder. Feeling ko lumulutang ako.. Kung pwede lang mag request ng time freeze..kasi I want to feel the moment longer. Sa marami naming beses magkasama. This "fx moment" yung favorite ko.
Ako si Spongebob pag kasama nya ko. Absorber ng lahat ng inis nya, thoughts nya na gusto na nya sabihin, mga problems nya sa work, mga mabibigat sa loob nya. Pero masaya ako. Hindi sa pagiging absorber, sa reason na sya kasi yun. And that makes it special, because of her...I will never get tired of listening..to her stories, to her angst, things that made her laugh and cry..And how I wish, she'll also listen to me, not in the things I say but rather in my heart beat that says her name..
She's going to Taytay and she's asking Ms. Tin na kung gusto nya sumama. I want to raise my hand and say, "Ako, pwede! I'll go with you.." At dahil sa takot na ma-reject..wag na lang. I brought her sa terminal going taytay, I heard her say na .."Tara, sama ka." I want to say, "YES!" My face lighted up. Thank you. Usapang work ulit, I want to open a topic na yung about samin, pero I guess, hindi sa fx ang right place. I threw jokes para sumaya kami. Kasi I want to hear her laugh, yun kasi nakakapagpasaya sakin. She always say na pinagtatawanan ko sya, pero hindi, I'm just HAPPY! :) I'm happy when I'm with her. Napapa-smile ako pag marami na syang sinasabi and I want to hold her hand very tight and say, "Thank you.." from the deepest part of me, I want to say thank you for coming into my life. Kasi ngayon, I'm smiling again..smiling in the sense of being HAPPY!
The moment na nag pass through na yung fx sa border line ng Antipolo, iba yung feeling. Yes, we're going na sa labas. Usapang work ulit..lagi kong sinasabi sa kanya na ako si Spongebob nya. Kasi taga-absorb ako ng mga bagay bagay. Mga inis nya, mga nasa loob nya. But, I understand and I am happy to be her spongebob. At least I am helping her in a way. And it's my pleasure.
First stop, she bought her fragrance. I noticed, she's not like other girls na pag pupunta ng mall, dun palang iisipn yung gagawin. She's very particular kung anong reason why she's there. Maybe because, mahalaga yung time for her.
Second stop, bookstore. She bought things for her daughter's project. Na-observe ko na she's really a career woman. She always talks about work. Yung mga kailangan sa trabaho, yung mga dapat bilhin. Other reason din is yun yung common ground namin. Dun kami pareho makaka-relate.
FX again, may favorite part of the day. :) Gustong gusto ko sya iniinis. (Sorry) For the reason na gusto ko sya tumawa. I love the sound of her laughter. It interest me more about her. I love it when she giggles and she lay her head on my shoulder. Feeling ko lumulutang ako.. Kung pwede lang mag request ng time freeze..kasi I want to feel the moment longer. Sa marami naming beses magkasama. This "fx moment" yung favorite ko.
Ako si Spongebob pag kasama nya ko. Absorber ng lahat ng inis nya, thoughts nya na gusto na nya sabihin, mga problems nya sa work, mga mabibigat sa loob nya. Pero masaya ako. Hindi sa pagiging absorber, sa reason na sya kasi yun. And that makes it special, because of her...I will never get tired of listening..to her stories, to her angst, things that made her laugh and cry..And how I wish, she'll also listen to me, not in the things I say but rather in my heart beat that says her name..
Friday, January 8, 2010
Walang kami
Still confused..
She was the reason why I was there. Hindi man sya maniwala pero it's true. At first, gusto ko lang bumawi dahil alam kong nalungkot sya because of me. Pero nung malapit na ko..I feel excited. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero gusto ko sya makita. Napa-smile ako when I saw her. Gusto ko sya kulitin. Super saya ko na makita ko syang tumatawa then I saw her ring.. Haay.. Kaya I decided na umakyat na lang and update my blog. Masakit pala. I thought sa masaya lang. Yet, am feeling hurt? aahh..baka selos..nakakatawa kasi bakit? Ang usapan, it will be a happy ride. Binalewala ko na lang, kasi the reason why I was there is to spend time with her at hindi magdrama. But everytime na mapapatingin ako dun, laging may "ouch!"..naisip ko na lang, pinapaalala nun na hanggang dito ka lang. She has limitations. Hindi pwede ang lahat. Sa susunod, hindi muna pwedeng i-surprise yan kasi maraming pwedeng mangyari. Sinasabi nun na.."oopps.. remember. She's committed. Sa isip ko, nag-aagree ako dun. Tama lahat. Para hindi sya makalahata, I made myself busy. AA, crdb, pictures, even letters kay AA para ma-divert yung attention ko. Dumaan ang oras.. naging okay na ko, ready na ko makipagkulitan. We had lunch together. We talked about some matters na mahalaga sa kanya, like her family, her sacrifices and her love stories. Nakakatawa kasi lahat yun, parang yung ring..nagsasalita din sila sa isip ko..iisa lang lahat ng sinasabi nila.
Masarap pa lang syang kasama, masarap pakinggan ang tawa nya. Masarap syang asarin kahit ang ending, mas pikon pa ko. Mga little things na nadi-discover ko sa kanya. And I discover some thing, I'm falling..pero..hindi pwede. I need to be firm. Dapat unbendable ako,kasi in the end.. walang kami..hiram lang lahat ng moments na yun. Kasi kahit pa gano kasaya lahat yun, babalik at babalik parin sa reality na kahit kailan..walang magiging kami.
She was the reason why I was there. Hindi man sya maniwala pero it's true. At first, gusto ko lang bumawi dahil alam kong nalungkot sya because of me. Pero nung malapit na ko..I feel excited. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero gusto ko sya makita. Napa-smile ako when I saw her. Gusto ko sya kulitin. Super saya ko na makita ko syang tumatawa then I saw her ring.. Haay.. Kaya I decided na umakyat na lang and update my blog. Masakit pala. I thought sa masaya lang. Yet, am feeling hurt? aahh..baka selos..nakakatawa kasi bakit? Ang usapan, it will be a happy ride. Binalewala ko na lang, kasi the reason why I was there is to spend time with her at hindi magdrama. But everytime na mapapatingin ako dun, laging may "ouch!"..naisip ko na lang, pinapaalala nun na hanggang dito ka lang. She has limitations. Hindi pwede ang lahat. Sa susunod, hindi muna pwedeng i-surprise yan kasi maraming pwedeng mangyari. Sinasabi nun na.."oopps.. remember. She's committed. Sa isip ko, nag-aagree ako dun. Tama lahat. Para hindi sya makalahata, I made myself busy. AA, crdb, pictures, even letters kay AA para ma-divert yung attention ko. Dumaan ang oras.. naging okay na ko, ready na ko makipagkulitan. We had lunch together. We talked about some matters na mahalaga sa kanya, like her family, her sacrifices and her love stories. Nakakatawa kasi lahat yun, parang yung ring..nagsasalita din sila sa isip ko..iisa lang lahat ng sinasabi nila.
Masarap pa lang syang kasama, masarap pakinggan ang tawa nya. Masarap syang asarin kahit ang ending, mas pikon pa ko. Mga little things na nadi-discover ko sa kanya. And I discover some thing, I'm falling..pero..hindi pwede. I need to be firm. Dapat unbendable ako,kasi in the end.. walang kami..hiram lang lahat ng moments na yun. Kasi kahit pa gano kasaya lahat yun, babalik at babalik parin sa reality na kahit kailan..walang magiging kami.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
I'm sorry..
Disappointed - thwarted in hope, desire or expectation.
Aaminin ko, I act carefully. Because I hate confrontations, arguments. Ayoko ng may maa-upset because of me. I hate letting people down. Kaya nga minsan, hirap akong tumanggi. I don't want to be the cause of their sadness. Kaya sa huli, ako rin ang nahihirapan pero okay lang, basta nakikita kong masaya ang isang tao dahil sakin, am satisfied in a way.
Sabi ni ma'am my, dapat daw mag-usap kami ni mom. More time together, bonding. Pero i'm not comfortable talking with her. Siguro dahil matagal syang nawala and di naman talaga open relationship ang meron kami. Marami syang di alam tungkol sakin. Hindi nya alam ang mga favorites ko, mga bagay na nakakapag-paiyak sakin, mga nakakapagpasaya, mga little wants up to my biggest dreams. Malungkot..kasi i don't want to open a single conversation dahil marami akong tinatagong emotions na natatakot ako na baka masaktan ko sya. Hindi matatawag na sama ng loob pero siguro her shortcomings made me feel na malayo sya. Malayong malayo. Gusto ko sya abutin. Gusto ko sya makasama. I want to share things with her. Lage kong gusto sya ayain mag-kape kasi parehas kaming mahilig dun. Pero, everytime na nita-try ko. It ended up na di pwede, naduduwag ako. Nahihiya akong invite sya for a bonding kasi di ko alam ang sasabihin ko. I want to say na, "Ma, there's this girl na gusto ko.." or "Ma, i really love cinnamon swril and caramel macchiato.." .. Haaay.. I miss my mom. Minsan, i want to hug her very tight and say, "I love you Ma.." pero di ko magawa. Kasi alam kong many times ko syang na-disappoint..napakaraming beses.
I disappointed her again. At nasasaktan ako because of that. It punches my heart everytime na makikita ko sya. I want to say, sorry ma. Siguro I hate letting people down kasi the person closest to my heart is..lagi ko nadi-disappoint na ayaw kong ng may dumagdag pa..
Aaminin ko, I act carefully. Because I hate confrontations, arguments. Ayoko ng may maa-upset because of me. I hate letting people down. Kaya nga minsan, hirap akong tumanggi. I don't want to be the cause of their sadness. Kaya sa huli, ako rin ang nahihirapan pero okay lang, basta nakikita kong masaya ang isang tao dahil sakin, am satisfied in a way.
Sabi ni ma'am my, dapat daw mag-usap kami ni mom. More time together, bonding. Pero i'm not comfortable talking with her. Siguro dahil matagal syang nawala and di naman talaga open relationship ang meron kami. Marami syang di alam tungkol sakin. Hindi nya alam ang mga favorites ko, mga bagay na nakakapag-paiyak sakin, mga nakakapagpasaya, mga little wants up to my biggest dreams. Malungkot..kasi i don't want to open a single conversation dahil marami akong tinatagong emotions na natatakot ako na baka masaktan ko sya. Hindi matatawag na sama ng loob pero siguro her shortcomings made me feel na malayo sya. Malayong malayo. Gusto ko sya abutin. Gusto ko sya makasama. I want to share things with her. Lage kong gusto sya ayain mag-kape kasi parehas kaming mahilig dun. Pero, everytime na nita-try ko. It ended up na di pwede, naduduwag ako. Nahihiya akong invite sya for a bonding kasi di ko alam ang sasabihin ko. I want to say na, "Ma, there's this girl na gusto ko.." or "Ma, i really love cinnamon swril and caramel macchiato.." .. Haaay.. I miss my mom. Minsan, i want to hug her very tight and say, "I love you Ma.." pero di ko magawa. Kasi alam kong many times ko syang na-disappoint..napakaraming beses.
I disappointed her again. At nasasaktan ako because of that. It punches my heart everytime na makikita ko sya. I want to say, sorry ma. Siguro I hate letting people down kasi the person closest to my heart is..lagi ko nadi-disappoint na ayaw kong ng may dumagdag pa..
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
MY 2009
It was our (BNC) year ender review again. Two years na naming ginagawa to and decided na gawin na syang tradition. We list down the top 10 personalities, movies, events and bloopers nang nakaraang taon. After listing down, we discuss why, share trivias, ask questions. Masarap syang gawin, from there, matututo ka..So here's my list:
MY TOP TEN MOVIES:
Number 1 on my list is Wolverine.
I watched this with Marion at GB3. Favorite x-men character portrayed by one of my favorite actors Hugh Jackman.
2. Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen
6. Angels & Demons.
7. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
Watched with Buding & Tetai in Gateway.
8. Orphan
With Marion at G4. Sino bang makakalimot kay esther?
9. 2012
With Miramar/Jardin/BNC peeps at G4. Very memorable film. A must-see movie.
10. Kimmydora
With Miramar peeps at G4. Super funny ng movie na 'to! Extra special because the party scene was shot at Jardin! :)
MY TOP TEN EVENTS:
1. Summer of 2009: The Puerto Galera Tradition!
Sun.Sand.Galera Blue.Party.People.Celebrating Friendship!
2. Tagaytay with my Bestfriend!
I surprised her. A dream come true - just to have coffee sa tagaytay. :)
Moments with her before she will become Mrs. Doloritos
3.December of 2009: Thanksgiving Party!
Joint thanksgiving of Miramar/Jardin Family & BNC.
4. Date with my dream girl..
An evening with Ysa, very special night. Bistro in ayala. It was the "perfect night"..
5. Lady Gaga Concert @ the Araneta!
Watched the show with Cindz and coffee with Tetai after.
6. Trips with ENR
Different places with different people.
7. Anjee's Homecoming Bash!
Seeing her again made the bonding perfect! Reunion narin kasi yun ng JJ's. But this time, anjee with a boyfriend. Very happy for her.
8. One Color, One Goal: UAAP Season 72!
Go fight Tams! Go fight! Every fight pinaghahandaan, pinagkakagastusan to support our school! :D
9. U-Jam Days!
Inuman sa espana. Moments sa may uste. Kulitan with tzie..
10. Cast of Kimmydora in Jardin!
"Kahit umuulan, marami parin ang stars.." - Eugene Domingo
MY TOP TEN BLOOPERS
Error.Mistakes.Mga gustong i-erase last year.
1. Work related problems.
2. Charlotte moments
Being with a 16-yr old girl was like a joke. Grabe talaga! Pag naiisip ko sya ngayon, sumasakit talaga ang bangs ko!
3. Busted ni Ysa
Sobra talaga kong nasaktan dito. Umiyak ako after marion pero ang pinaka dyahe, umiiyak ako mula paseo hanggang rufino habang naglalakad kasama si vin. Thankful naman ako dahil nandun si vin.
4. Ondoy
Shocking talaga to! The line for the ticket ay mula mrt hanggang ayala. Grabe! Nilakad mula philcoa hanggang bahay. The good thing was, I met people na sobrang mababait..tulungan dahil hanggang waist yung baha.
5. Busted ni Cindy
Back to back busted!
6. Invitation for a coffee
I invited someone, sobrang taas naman kasi ng pangarap ko! Hahaha.. She turned me down. Sobrang nakakahiya talaga pero ngayon we're cool kaya okay naman.
7. Guardian Angel bus
Sa sobrang bilib sa sarili, hindi ako kumapit and I was texting pa. Kaya nung tinapakan ng driver ang preno...ayun..from unahan ng bus, napunta ko sa likod at..ni-attempt ko pang kumapit.. pero ang kinapitan ko pala ay ang hair ng girl.Hahahaha! Nakakahiya! :))
8. Meeting with ENR
Alam mo yung feeling ng gusto mong maging kasing liit ka na lang ng duwende para di ka makita..eto yun. A meeting with artists, enr, her inaanak na naglo-law sa ateneo, and ma'am my..panalo naman ang cast diba? Tapos ako? Ako?? Siyet. Natapos ang meeting, wala akong na share. Hahahaha..
9. Torpe
Torpe moments with her, kung bakit kasi everytime nahihiya ako. Ni di ako makatingin sa kanya..siguro dahil lahat yun ay bago saken.
10. Drunk photos
Syet. Kinunan ako ng lasing. Bonggang lasing! Ayaw ko nun! Buti naman, di ako ni-tag ni anjee. Hahahaha..
MY TOP TEN PERSONALITIES
Sila yung mga taong nakaapekto saken nung year 2009. Bad or good man, marami akong natutunan sa kanila.
1. ENR
3/4 of the year 2009, it's with her. Physically present man sya or hindi, she affected me in so many ways. Decision making, career growth, room for opportunities, pero yung pinaka natutunan ko sa kanya is, don't limit yourself. Wag kang matakot mag-explore pero dapat handa kang lumaban. Mag-isip higit sa lahat
2. Mom
My mom is been here for months time. Iba talaga ang alaga ng nanay. Kahit minsan, we had petty fights, pero nandyan parin sya. Mother's day, Allan's birthday,her birthday,my birthday,Christmas and New Year were special because she's here.
3. Marion
Nakipag-break sya kay lana, nakipagbalikan, nakipagbati sya kay Vin, coffee moments, movie moments, and kulitan lang. Lahat yun, sobrang nite-treasure ko..
4. BNC
Best group ever! 2009 - taon ng kembot para samin.
5. Miramar/Jardin
New people in my life.
6. Cypress people
Because of them, I feel very blessed.
7. Cindy
Cindy is Marion's bestfriend. Very sensible. Interesting person na sobrang naging part ng 2009 ko.
8. Fritzie
Dito ko na aaminin. I love you tzie. Yes, mahal kita. Eto dapat yung itetext ko sayo.
9. Charlotte's Family
10. Grey's Anatomy Cast
MY TOP TEN MOVIES:
Number 1 on my list is Wolverine.
I watched this with Marion at GB3. Favorite x-men character portrayed by one of my favorite actors Hugh Jackman.
2. Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen
Watched this movie with Buding, Melvin and Chinie at G4. Megan Fox was ooozing hot in this film. Great animation.
3. The Twilight Saga: Newmoon
Watched with Buding and Tetai in Gateway. After one year, so refreshing to watch Edward and Bella's love story.
4. UP
With marion in trinoma. Sobrang nakakaiyak. It is a story of an old man na gustong tuparin yung promise nya to her wife who passed away.
With Buding and Melvin in trinoma. The special about this film was we watched it in 3D! Super fun and I really love the story and the animation.
6. Angels & Demons.
With Cindy in trinoma. Astig yung story nito.
7. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
Watched with Buding & Tetai in Gateway.
8. Orphan
With Marion at G4. Sino bang makakalimot kay esther?
9. 2012
With Miramar/Jardin/BNC peeps at G4. Very memorable film. A must-see movie.
10. Kimmydora
With Miramar peeps at G4. Super funny ng movie na 'to! Extra special because the party scene was shot at Jardin! :)
MY TOP TEN EVENTS:
1. Summer of 2009: The Puerto Galera Tradition!
Sun.Sand.Galera Blue.Party.People.Celebrating Friendship!
2. Tagaytay with my Bestfriend!
I surprised her. A dream come true - just to have coffee sa tagaytay. :)
Moments with her before she will become Mrs. Doloritos
3.December of 2009: Thanksgiving Party!
Joint thanksgiving of Miramar/Jardin Family & BNC.
4. Date with my dream girl..
An evening with Ysa, very special night. Bistro in ayala. It was the "perfect night"..
5. Lady Gaga Concert @ the Araneta!
Watched the show with Cindz and coffee with Tetai after.
6. Trips with ENR
Different places with different people.
7. Anjee's Homecoming Bash!
Seeing her again made the bonding perfect! Reunion narin kasi yun ng JJ's. But this time, anjee with a boyfriend. Very happy for her.
8. One Color, One Goal: UAAP Season 72!
Go fight Tams! Go fight! Every fight pinaghahandaan, pinagkakagastusan to support our school! :D
9. U-Jam Days!
Inuman sa espana. Moments sa may uste. Kulitan with tzie..
10. Cast of Kimmydora in Jardin!
"Kahit umuulan, marami parin ang stars.." - Eugene Domingo
MY TOP TEN BLOOPERS
Error.Mistakes.Mga gustong i-erase last year.
1. Work related problems.
2. Charlotte moments
Being with a 16-yr old girl was like a joke. Grabe talaga! Pag naiisip ko sya ngayon, sumasakit talaga ang bangs ko!
3. Busted ni Ysa
Sobra talaga kong nasaktan dito. Umiyak ako after marion pero ang pinaka dyahe, umiiyak ako mula paseo hanggang rufino habang naglalakad kasama si vin. Thankful naman ako dahil nandun si vin.
4. Ondoy
Shocking talaga to! The line for the ticket ay mula mrt hanggang ayala. Grabe! Nilakad mula philcoa hanggang bahay. The good thing was, I met people na sobrang mababait..tulungan dahil hanggang waist yung baha.
5. Busted ni Cindy
Back to back busted!
6. Invitation for a coffee
I invited someone, sobrang taas naman kasi ng pangarap ko! Hahaha.. She turned me down. Sobrang nakakahiya talaga pero ngayon we're cool kaya okay naman.
7. Guardian Angel bus
Sa sobrang bilib sa sarili, hindi ako kumapit and I was texting pa. Kaya nung tinapakan ng driver ang preno...ayun..from unahan ng bus, napunta ko sa likod at..ni-attempt ko pang kumapit.. pero ang kinapitan ko pala ay ang hair ng girl.Hahahaha! Nakakahiya! :))
8. Meeting with ENR
Alam mo yung feeling ng gusto mong maging kasing liit ka na lang ng duwende para di ka makita..eto yun. A meeting with artists, enr, her inaanak na naglo-law sa ateneo, and ma'am my..panalo naman ang cast diba? Tapos ako? Ako?? Siyet. Natapos ang meeting, wala akong na share. Hahahaha..
9. Torpe
Torpe moments with her, kung bakit kasi everytime nahihiya ako. Ni di ako makatingin sa kanya..siguro dahil lahat yun ay bago saken.
10. Drunk photos
Syet. Kinunan ako ng lasing. Bonggang lasing! Ayaw ko nun! Buti naman, di ako ni-tag ni anjee. Hahahaha..
MY TOP TEN PERSONALITIES
Sila yung mga taong nakaapekto saken nung year 2009. Bad or good man, marami akong natutunan sa kanila.
1. ENR
3/4 of the year 2009, it's with her. Physically present man sya or hindi, she affected me in so many ways. Decision making, career growth, room for opportunities, pero yung pinaka natutunan ko sa kanya is, don't limit yourself. Wag kang matakot mag-explore pero dapat handa kang lumaban. Mag-isip higit sa lahat
2. Mom
My mom is been here for months time. Iba talaga ang alaga ng nanay. Kahit minsan, we had petty fights, pero nandyan parin sya. Mother's day, Allan's birthday,her birthday,my birthday,Christmas and New Year were special because she's here.
3. Marion
Nakipag-break sya kay lana, nakipagbalikan, nakipagbati sya kay Vin, coffee moments, movie moments, and kulitan lang. Lahat yun, sobrang nite-treasure ko..
4. BNC
Best group ever! 2009 - taon ng kembot para samin.
5. Miramar/Jardin
New people in my life.
6. Cypress people
Because of them, I feel very blessed.
7. Cindy
Cindy is Marion's bestfriend. Very sensible. Interesting person na sobrang naging part ng 2009 ko.
8. Fritzie
Dito ko na aaminin. I love you tzie. Yes, mahal kita. Eto dapat yung itetext ko sayo.
9. Charlotte's Family
10. Grey's Anatomy Cast
Friday, January 1, 2010
I will see you..
This thing between us happens for a reason. I don't know kung hanggang saan ito. Pero thank you sa concerns mo. It's been a long time since may gumawa nun na alam kong sincere. Pero, pareho nating alam na mali ang lahat. Alam natin na kahit anong meron, walang patutunguhan yun. I'll see you tomorrow and we will talk. I'm sorry.
I will see you tomorrow. I will miss you.
My Companion
I want to thank Him for all the blessings, hindi Siya nagsawa sakin. He's been there all year around. Pag medyo lumiliko ako ng landas, nandyan Siya para paalalahanan ako. He's been my savior. The Lord God! I lift up to You everything. Alam Mo yung pinagdadaanan ko ngayon. Please be with me. I trust You with all my heart!
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